Help! Shoe drama!

I suffered a major disappointment the other day. Joie and I went to the mall, and I had my heart set on these awesome orange pumps that I've wanted FOREVER. BCBGirls "Katchen 5" pumps in Tangerine. I covet them - I've only been dreaming for months of these shoes, and I've even planned outfits around them! BUT, nowhere in the Cincinnati area do they have my size: 9B. Take a peak at them - tell me if they are worth me being this upset.

I've been checking Ebay, and looked all over the web for my size but they just don't have it. Kinda depressing, eh? If you have any ideas, pass them along and I would be forever grateful!